Last night, Mayella started screaming in her sleep,"Stop ! No ! I dont want ! I did not ask that nigger to screw me !" Then she ended off groaning. Probably some spasms again.

Like I said before, trash father produce trash kids. Ya know how I feel about myself ? I feel wretch. I dont think Bob ever love Ma before, probably just raped her and get free sex. I'm produced from a wretch sperm with a poor egg. So I therefore become a financially poor wretch boy.

Maybe I will end up like Bob in the future. Yeah. How happy can I get.